27 Aug 05 State of the Onion:…

I'm not sure why I've been so anti-LJ lately. I've got a lot of things on my mind, plus I've been in a bit of a funk. All of the stress of the past month is starting to get to me. Money, jobs, school, accident, moving; it's all a bit overwhelming. On top of all of this me and the little woman have decided to take it back a notch. We jumped into everything so fast we figure it best to ease up and bit so we can focus on the things that we need to focus on right now. While this is a good thing, it still sort of sucks. It's kind of like someone yanking away your sundae just as you were starting to really enjoy it. In the long run though, it should be a good thing as long as I don't fuck it up with my mild schizophrenia that I seem to get from time to time.

Really though, my bouts of paranoia seem to coming in increasing waves. It's not just with the relationship stuff; I get it at work, at school, and everywhere else I go. I get a constant feeling that some force is conspiring against me or just a pervasive feeling of impending doom. I know it is probably just stress induced, but sometimes I wonder if I need to get some sort of evaluation to see if there really is something strange going on in the cortex.

Or maybe I'm just watching too much Six Feet Under. I NetFlixed season 4 and have been Torrenting season 5 from TorrentSpy. Hell yeah Claire Fisher and Mena Suvari lesbian scenes. Please don't anyone spoil the series finale for me, I'm one of the few people that don't know anything about it yet.

There's a bunch of other stuff I want to mention, but I don't have the strength right now. School, the news, movies, books, I've got a truckload of stuff happening in the old head. Everything is hazy though, clouded. Sheesh, who needs a drink? Later.

~FryGuy

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