30 Jun 03 So this sucks…

So it comes to this, writing personal stuff in a semi-public journal. Oh well, here we go.

For the last few days my girlfriend and I have been fighting (yes, a girlfriend. i didn't feel that that kind of stuff was any of your business.) This was not your run-of-the-mill fighting but the breaking up kind of fighting. I came to the conclusion that we weren't meant to be together, and that we weren't the right persons for each other. She seems to think that my LJ stuff is way to flirtatious, which I disagree with. If any of you would like to come to my defense and tell her that no one on my friends list or otherwise has met, exchanged more the greetings and comments, or exchanged information that would lead to meeting anytime soon it would be greatly appreciated. Just post a comment, she will read it most likely.

In my defense I will say that I do love this woman, she is a great woman. She is strong-minded, determined, and as stubborn as a mule when it comes to something she believes in. That is also why we are not compatible, our two outlooks on things just clash too much. It is an unfortunate series of events that have occurred between us but it was inevitable. As much as she is being mean to me through this break-up, I don't hold any ill will or animosity toward her. I am mainly writing this in the hopes that she will read it, as she will not listen to me orally anymore.

At this time I guess that we are officially broken up from our relationship of over a year and a half. It is a sad day, but I am hoping it is better that this happen now then when it is too late to turn back.

To Kate, my as of just recently ex-girlfriend, I will say that I am sincerely sorry for all of the pain and anguish that I may have caused you, regardless if I agree with it or not. I wish the best in all of your future endeavors, I know that you will do well for yourself. Please take care of Newman (the dog in the photos, she is taking him away from me ) and if you need any help with him I will be here. And if you ever need any help, although I know that you will not except mine, I extend that help.

That is all I can say about that.

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